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THIS PROFILE PICTURE IS A PAINTING BY SAMUEL BAK. THE TITLE IS "INTERRUPTION". THIS BLOG IS ABOUT CHILDHOOD ABUSE, THE DESTRUCTION IT CAUSES AND HOW I FEEL A CONNECTION TO HOLOCAUST SURVIVORS.

Sunday, October 2, 2011

Breathe life into my soul




All I really want is for the Creator to breathe life into my soul.  I want to feel alive.  I don’t want to feel dead anymore. 



While I may have been born many years ago, I have never felt alive; I have never lived my life.  It has always felt like I was on the outside of everything and everyone, watching but never participating. 



I want to be a part of life.   I want to belong.  I want to be. 



Why can I not feel this way?



Peace.

Nico


STOP CHILD ABUSE.  IT MURDERS THE SOUL.
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5 comments:

  1. MadhulikaOctober 2, 2011 at 11:23 AM

    Nicely written.. :)

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  2. Tiff CookeOctober 2, 2011 at 10:54 PM

    I feel your pain and wish I was there to comfort you, my sweet friend. I have been at this point so many times. My thoughts are with you; may they bring you peace tonight.
    Love,
    Tiff

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  3. DeniseOctober 5, 2011 at 12:20 PM

    Your writing is just one proof that you have life inside you. You wouldn't be able to touch other lives.. to affect people with your words if there wasn't life behind it. Keep doing what your doing and know that you have people that support you, even if you've never met them :)

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  4. Jyoti MishraOctober 6, 2011 at 10:21 AM

    ohh honey u r feeling right !!
    n i wish this feeling persist 4 long

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  5. Jyoti MishraOctober 16, 2011 at 1:40 AM

    I want to be a part of life. I want to belong. I want to be.
    this line speaks volumes !!

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